Mother and father in a CNY meal

Fara reproduced this picture and put it in her facebok. This could have been taken 2-3 years before Mother's passing.  Somehow, Chinese New Year had not been the same for us since Mother left us.

Mother, I am so grateful you are my Mother

It has been nearly 12 years since Mother went back to Heaven. For me, not a single day had gone by without thinking of her. I feel sad because she is no longer with us, I feel guilty for not having given her the best, for not appreciating her when she was alive and most of all I feel so grateful to have had her as my Mother.

Since Mother's death, every year on Ching Ming Sister and I will drive to Fairy's Park in Klang where Sister would perform prayers for Mother and make offerings of food, money and clothings.